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I cannot wait to become his wife, he is the most amazing man I've ever met; he puts my feelings before his and makes sure I'm happy. I've never been so happy in my life. Even when life is going horrible, and I feel like there's no joy in waking up, he always brings a smile to my face.
Babyboyy; I love you so much; <3
I make mistakes, I hurt your feelings, and I make bad decisions.
I cry too much, I say the wrong things, and I'm negative most of the time.
My hair doesn't always look the best, and my body isn't the nicest.
I fall down a lot and I say stupid shit.
Most weekends I drink too much and talk too loud.
I cuss too much and wear too much make up.
I love you too much, I probably smother the fuck outta you. I care where you are, and who you're with. I worry that one day, you're going to leave and never come back.
But,
I will try everyday to make you smile, to love you, and to never fail you.
I love you.
I dream of nothing.
I feel nothing.
I want nothing.
Nothing other than you.
You are everything.
You're my only escape.
You're the reason I wake.
All the times you kiss me, I think to myself, how beautiful our love is.
You've taught me a lot about myself, and about love.
I am so blessed to have found someone like you.
I love you more than all the stars in the sky, and all the water in the oceans <3
Nothing but bones, fragments in whole.
Millions of veins, arteries, muscles, blood cells, tears;
but one heart, and one soul.
Life gets so complicated at times,
Problems captivating our souls, forgetting who we are.
Forget the useless reveries, embrace the conspicuous.
Take your one heart, and one soul and change the world.
Not everyone is going to make you happy, but you can show everyone,
how to make that one person happy.
When you wake up in the morning, do you tell yourself that you're going to be happy?
Or tell yourself you are damned to make this day a horrible one?
A lot of people don't realize it's us that decide our moods, we love to put the blame on others.
No one makes you sad, and no one hurts us; its us hurting ourselves.
You may disagree, but think about it. They are words and actions, we take them and change the meaning.
You can only hope that your words and actions may positivity touch someone,
I don't know about you all reading this, but I am tired of living life blaming other people.
Never forget, your just a Human.
Take your one heart, and one soul and change the world.
- Music:Civil Twilight
But I learned that if I am patient, it can actually pay off, and it did.
I've always been afraid that if actions weren't acted on immediately, then opportunities will slip away, and I almost thought this one was gone.
You have no idea the meaning you have brought into my life.
I don't think my life had much meaning? Or if it did, my eyes wouldn't let me see.
You opened them.
I am not the best with words, but actions, I have a power with that.
I show I care too much, and sometimes I am not patient with myself.
Learning to control my emotions is the next step. I'm terrified, of losing you, and you just became mine.
I cannot wait to see where time takes us, we've been fighting this emotion for about 5 years, and still going strong. I won't let you go this time. I love you more than the raindrops falling out of the sky, and right now, thats a hella lot(: I love you Nathan, always.
- Mood:
ecstatic
I have come to a conclusion, everything within me, is demoralized.
Sharing my feelings, yeah, I can do that. But my true ones, have a veil.
Always contemplating my insecurities is something I'm good at.
I need someone to unveil my obsessions, and open my eyes to something much more beautiful.
Love? I'm not sure if I am totally aware of what that is.
Over the years, I've been told I was loved, but the true actions that came behind it was nothing
but false distortions.
I feel as if I'm rambling nothing but useless reveries; but I'm wishing for a release.
My heart has had too many breaks, and my eyes have cried too many tears;
Is this all that I deserve?
When you stand next to me, what do you feel? Do you feel like you're whole world is next to you? Cause that's how I feel.
My heart right now is asphyxiating. Nothing but a solitude item that is worthless.
I've given my heart away, and never wanted it back, but every time that happens, it's ruined.
I'm apathetic, living life as numb. Scared to feel again.
Will you take this away? And make me feel again..
Will you turn all my insecurities into dust.
I don't know how much more I can take.
- Mood:
discontent
Here lately I've become so much happier. Not just in life, but within myself.
I must admit, I still am not totally comfortable with my body, but I'm getting there.
You make me feel so beautiful. And I appreciate that more than you could imagine.
I cannot wait to see you this weekend,
You always know how to make me smile,
even on my weakest days.
I love you =)
- Mood: satisfied
- Music:Pretty girl rock <3
Encountering the thoughts entangling my mind.
Am I strong enough to figure you out?
I cannot let the image of your body against mine go,
I can still feel your heart beat,
Smell the scent of your sweat,
It's such a calming relief..
Some may think I am crazy, hell even you,
But my feeling are so determined and the love is so true.
I am certain that I'm gonna make you mine,
I just wish you would let go of your fears,
Give them to me, and let me love you.
Don't be frightened my love,
Listen to my heart.
Listen to fate telling us,
How dangerous it is for us to be apart.
As much as I yearn for us to be together,
My heart respects your wishes,
And just know I could make you happier,
Than all the other bitches. <3 :)
- Mood:N.A.S<3
- Music:Dream Theater
Truth is, I've already moved on too.
Truth is, I know he's much better than you.
I hope.
I hope you realize how bad you fucked up,
I hope you come crawling back for my forgiveness,
Cause I hope I get to make you feel like an idiot for believing your lies.
I laugh.
I laugh when you come across my mind, because I know I'm in his.
I laugh because I know how much I never stopped loving him.
I laugh when I think about the pain you must be in..
I love.
I love the fact when I'm with him, he's everything you could never be,
I love the fact that when he holds me, I feel loved more than you could ever have loved me.
I love the fact...that I love him..
I'm so proud of myself for loving him. I am so proud that I had the strength to let you go, because obviously you had no problem loosing me. I think I'm finally starting to realize, how you never really mattered. What, we were together a year and a few months, yes, that may seem like a good period of time for a couple to be together, but me and him have loved for 4 years. And that is the kind of love that we could have never had. His love is so deep, and has meaning, unlike the words you would just throw out at me. So this is me, letting you go. After I get all my shit, it will be for good. I will never forget what you did to me. And best believe I won't ever trust you again. Goodbye, you piece of shit.
- Mood:N.A.S <3
You bring a happiness I've never witnessed before in my life.
When we hold each other, I get lost in your arms;
Cause in that moment, I am holding my whole world.
I know you're scared, and how frozen in time you are,
And how you're beginning to unthaw,
Yes, the years have flew by, but they have brought us here and now,
But through the years, have they not brought us closer? Yes?
You've learned to love me, and that's more than I could ever ask for,
I've loved you since the time I was 14,
But with every broken heart I've had..I think in reality it's never been healed..
Cause I've never had you...all of you.
And if that means taking the time and the strength to show you how true my love is for you.
I would go to any length to show you that you're the one I've been waiting for.
You say time heals all right? Well if we weren't meant to be, time would have taken you
off my mind and heart, and it didn't.. You were meant to always be in my heart.
And I will be damned if I'm not gonna fight like hell for you.
I'm not letting you get away this time.
The only way I'm letting go,
is if you tell me to.
But you know as well as I do, we WOULD be PERFECT.
I love you, and I am not doubting that you love me too.
I think I finally realize you are just waiting for your emotions to finally reawaken
and I want to be the one who does this for you,
I am right here waiting, I love you. Forever.
- Mood: hopeful
- Music:My love <3
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